The little kitty :)

My cat, his name is Moni

Sometime I always question,

"What is like being a cat?"
I would imagine that the cat is just like me, but the difference is the body. What type of bodies we live in and then that bodies are already come with their life style.
As now I'm a human, I'm the one who love to control the 'seen' identities in this world. What if I'm a cat? Then I'll just sleep more, eat more, fight with a few other cats, or even catch the lizard. Those are what cats do.
As a cat, what one would think? Has it ever feels like trapped in such a small body that would not let it to do things that it really wants to do?
Hmmm..well what ever.

Evolution of memories

Sometimes I don't remember doing things. But sometimes I remember things that I don't even do. This feeling makes me afraid of myself. I wish could really differentiate which is my real memory. That I forgot that I already close the windows or I don't even open them.
Last night I dreamt about my extension life. My house got more rooms and larger. I have lot of friends with me. My mum is nicer. She doesn't complain that I'm still unemployed. My father is in the house. We do so much fun things together. Eat together. My mum cook such good food again. And most of all, I'm happy.
Being happy in dreams is not good. Ya, I knew that. But where or what else in the world is the better place and can make me happy?

The Existence

Where am I? Why I here? That's what I said everytime I wake up in the morning. This existence makes me feel very lonely that only me alone could feel it. Sometime I questioned, what is it like being God? Must be lonely.
Yes I know I shouldn't ask such of these questions. But I'm just a normal human who got some crazy thought. It is not that I'm an insane.
Sometime when I wake up, I would just cry and sleep again. Until I get tired of sleeping. It would be nice if I just never think about these. Then I be happier like the other robotic humans.

Holiday

Spending my time with friends for a few days is my best time. I love to spend my time with them. Although we had a few misunderstanding situations, we still okay because we don't take it seriously and end up with a few fun things to make us happy like normal again. Yes, we don't went to nice place. Just Kuantan Town which is the place where we had our study, foundation of TESL.

We just went to karaoke, and shopping. We planned to go to Teluk Cempedak beach and watch movie together but we cancelled it. We just walked through the malls, yeah. At the hotel we talked a lot about our relationship and conspiracy thingy, played poker and donkey, and the truth or dare game.

Now I'm home again. Boring. I miss them already. We decided that, that event should be annually but different places. In future we need to have some improvement in planning. Haha.

Not a Native Speaker

I am a Malay Girl. I learn English since I was in kindergarten. 

But as I grew up, I see so many people out there speak English. 

In fact, most of my friends are English students and English teacher. 

So I decided to create a blog, where I can post everything in English. 

I do not mind if I do a lot of mistake regarding to the terms or even grammatical errors. 

Please correct me when I'm wrong.