Regret

Is there any best way to say good bye? Or perhaps an action? I would sing a nice good bye song to the person who I want to leave.

"Choose your last word this is the last time, 'cause you and I, we were born to die."

If only I could sing it to him that last phrase... Hmm but it's not that easy. I'm still sad to remember about what I've done last night. I should not regret because I want to do it. It's not me who was forced to do it. But it's my own decision that I lead him to do it with me. It such a wrong doing, though it feels good. I shouldn't regret. Definitely.

However, it sometimes makes me wonder why I keep doing things that I will regret of doing it. Why I'm always like that? I should control myself. Indeed I thought that I won't regret, yeah. There's something wrong with me. Hmmm. I'm tired of my own doing -_-